I keep falling for straight guys!?

I grew up in a small town, hung out with a bunch of jocks, I played sports my whole life but I was also really into drama and so eventually my interests fell more into that spectrum, oddly enough I was never ridiculed for this, probably because the town is a suburb of a much larger liberal minded city (I live in Canada). Anyhow, I continued to hang out with the same people, go to the same parties, and so on and so forth. So I think this is the reason that I find to this day I am constantly falling for the straight jock type guy, which wouldn't be too far out of my reach I mean I am tall, in good shape, good looking... if it weren't for that pesky little thing... THEY'RE STRAIGHT! Point being I am constantly falling for straight guys, rarely find myself attracted to other gay men, and for the most part I get along with other gay guys but don't have any in my close circle of friends as it's hard for me to relate to most gay men or gay culture overall. Has anyone else had similar experiences? Does anyone else ever feel like they are the only non flamer out there? Any uplifting words? Anything? I just feel like I am never going to find a guy that I am really attracted to, that I'll want to be with, that'll want to be with me. Oh and p.s. although I am pretty masculine and did play a lot of sports growing up, I still did suck, ha ha ha, that is where the gay kicked in for me, unfortunately.